keep waiting...124 days...

Oct going to end soon....i like ald abandon this blog for a really long time...

sao said tt if i still din update my blog...she will delete my blog link frm hers....lol....

time flies...things keep changing...i was like ald used to all these things ard me....

last month i went back to China...my home town...really nice to see my father..my grandfather...and my sis....and only a few of my old frenz.....after these 6 years plus...i dun have much frenz in China now...i mean good frenz...those ones i have to treasure...from primary sch until now...more than 10 years....is really not easy to keep our friendship over this long period of time....

and i bought a little puppy this time when i was in China....is really cute...my whole family loved her so much....at first i want to give her out to my fren after i return back to Singapore...but in the end my father keep her at home...he let the puppy stay....haha....it seems he love her more than i do....after i left home....he feed the puppy everyday...bring her out every morning and night...is like the puppy eat the same thing as my father....what my father eat,he also give to the puppy....i think he really treat her as his second daughter le bah...haha....

today chicken little let me watch one MV...is SHE <我爱你>....i watch....i cried....really so touched!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4WSdqkc-a4
you all shld go n watch....very nice....will understand what LOVE really means....

さ has went to Fukuoka for half a month le.....still din get any msg frm him....is alright...i will keep waiting....like what i told him....no need to worried...take his time...settle everything at there first...i will wait...keep waiting...one week...one month...maybe one year....no problem...even though i din get any msg frm him...but i still have trust in him....i believe...he will keep his promises...maybe i shldn't trust him tt much...i shldn't trust anyone in tt way....anyway this is my last chance....so...i will go on....

i knw the ending maybe wont like the same as what i want...i won regret...just hope everything is going well with him there...

i knw...if next year Feb...i lost him....i will continue my plan...which is to have my first trip to Japan...by myself....i will go look for ZhangWei...actually that is my dream for many years...i want to see him again..i want to spend sometimes together with him there...coz of he is my first LOVE....no matter he has changed or not....he is still the same inside my heart...is not coz of the looking...is the feeling and maybe just the name of ZhangWei...
ZhangWei said if i really going to Japan...i can go n find him...and stay at his home...share the same room with him....he will take care of me and accompany me go somewhere....but i said im not interested in shopping and buying things...he said then maybe i can stay at home chat with him for the whole day....haha....i think tt sounds better,im more interested in tt!...maybe i gt a lot of things to tell him...to share with him....the things happened during these 6 years...its has been so long tt i din see him....can i still recognieze him?....i think i can bah....hehe...hope so...

still countdown....124days left.....