S's chapter 10

today just as normal.....

this morning NanNan told me tt yesterday CZ tell her abt the secret things.....now NanNan knw he like me le...how?...NanNan asked me why i dun like him...i tried to explain to her...but really hard to say...NanNan said tt actually CZ is very shy...and not confidient abt himself....i also knw tt,so that's why i dun want to hurt him....how?....what can i do to him?... i don't know!!!!
he asked me and NanNan go kbox to sing tmr....i still thinking abt tt...i dun want to go...but i knw tt's not a good way to treat friends....many of my friends said tt i can just treat him as a normal friend....but i said i cant....i couldn't do tt coz he was not treating me as a normal friend...so i also cant treat him as a normal friend...cant pretend as nothing happened...
hope he will give up soon...

tmr is Friday...hehe....morning go to poly marina...afternoon still dun knw yet...but in the evening will go celest house!!!!!yeah!!!!haha.....can see she and Heng Heng lor~~~~

i going to finish reading the book le....a nice book to read...i used to spend my time to read it when i was on the way to sch or home....i love a sentence which is"Lost Love is still Love"...Ya...that's true..though i lost the one i loved for quite a long time.....but the lost love is still love..which is still there...always there....with me...

am i still waiting?....waiting for him..?....i think so....coz my heart din move on to anyone else after he left me....the wound is wtill there...the pain is there...the memory keeping appear with me....i cant forget....i dun want to lost my love.....so i just wait here....i knw my hope becoming smaller and smaller after time flies....but i din give up....maybe im bot waiting for him anymore...but my heart just dun want to move on.....i still cant get out of the pain...i still need time....

ok...going to sleep le...hope tmr will be a nice day for me....hehe...nitezz...