S's chapter 9

yesterday got no time to blog...so just leave it like tt bah....hehe

these few days felt very gloomy...dun knw why....maybe coz of the things happened recently..

i tried to convince myself...let myself cool down...dun do anything silly...i told myself tt i dun have to think too much...no need...just pretend as nothing happened...ya...nothing...just a dream...

i miss the days with YZYL...nw seems dun have the same feeling of happiness like tt time.....though everything seems like going smoothly.....but i really dun feel any sense of happiness...i just wait for every Friday...wait for the night when i can enjoy the time with sao sao they all...shared everything we have gone through within the week....update Celest with everything....and look at Heng Heng...see him grow up one week after one week...share the joy with Celest...we are all the God mothers,Grandmother,and sis~~~~haha

this morning something made me want to faint...the guy who like me in my class...bought a full packets of snacks for me...as my breakfast...chocolate..potato chips...pocky....lol...make me din dare to eat anything during the whole morning...my friend make fun of me...lol....i want to kill him!!!...bought so many thing for what....im not a pig ah....but in the end the most of the snacks were eaten by my classmates...all of them shared the snacks....haha....i din get the chance to eat during the class...so i just brought the remain of them back home.....lol.....so what's the point he bought all the things for me??....or for our whole class???...

im really not very happy since yesterday....i will try to change my mood de....forget something which makes me unhappy.....dun think abt it anymore!!!!

ya...i saw the guy(i think is the boss of the laptop skin shop..bt nt sure) yesterday and today!!!so excited when i saw him...i stared at him like crazy....i think i make him feel very weired bah..haha..like a ghost always followed him quietly.....am i???...but i really like to stare at him....feel happy to see him...i hope can see him more often....i think one day i will go n talk to him after i got enough confidience....there was a special feeling whenever i looked at him.....cant explain...

i want to go rest le...stomach nt feeling well.....